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I think we all have them. Those days that start off promising but promptly roll down hill the moment you leave the cozy cave of your covers. Well today… that was me. No matter what I did I couldn’t shake this feeling of unrest. Surprisingly tired. No motivation. Ugh.

At least I wasn’t alone in my plight. Greg was just as miserable as I was all day. We’ve been getting to bed late and waking up early trying to get everything done around the house. Our waking moments are filled to the brim lately, and it’s taking it’s toll.

Is this what it’s going to be like for the rest of my life?!

I had this thought today as I sat curled up on the couch with a comfy blanket and a sloth-like demeanor. We are so tired from two weeks of less sleep than normal. So run down and exhausted almost (though I blame some of that on growing a human being). It’s never going to get better than this though… as soon as our little girl is here, the little sleep that we do get will be interrupted, and far shorter than it is now. Ugh. At least the next few months will come as some sort of training. Weening our bodies off the luxury of eight hours and slowly trying to prepare for the inevitable doom that is late night feedings, diaper changes and general unruliness of a newborn gremlin… uh… I mean baby.

So today instead of forcing myself out of my little funk, I embraced it. I used my grumpy need for solitude to clean the bathrooms and reorganize some of the chaos from renos. I took the dog for an obscenely long walk. Best of all, I stopped judging my desire to rest. I just accepted that today would be a couch type of day. My body is tired, and considering the construction work being performed 24 hours a day in my uterus, I figure I can veg every now and again. This is basically the last time I will have the option to cuddle in my favorite blanket with turtle ice cream and watch Buffy re-runs. So I’ll take it. I’ll take all of it!



It’s days like today that remind me why my husband and I make such a good pair. Besides the fact that he is the only person that I’ve ever met that not only accepts, but actually participates in my extravagant weirdness, he also rivals my sense of humor like no other. Finding someone that gets your jokes, and makes you laugh in return, priceless. But the most important part of it all…. someone that you don’t want to kill half way through a renovation.

Today was a particularly tough day in our renos. We were tackling the floors in the master bedroom (we are laying laminate wood floors and have already completed the main living areas last weekend). The work was moving slowly. The cuts were rough and finicky. And we got about half the amount done that we had planned today. Yet at the end of it all, we are still happy to be working together and accomplishing something new. That’s how you know you’ve find the right one, making it through the rough reno days!

Greg also does something very important for me that no one else has ever been able to do… push me to achieve more. Whether it be a significant other, family member, or friend, I think everyone needs someone that makes them look at their goals in a new light. I certainly have that. Greg is incredibly supportive, almost to an annoyance. Sometimes you just want someone to say, “no, that’s a stupid idea”, because your idea is so audacious and scary that you’re not sure you should even indulge the thought. But luckily (or like I said, sometimes unluckily) I have someone who listens to my crazy ideas, thinks them through, and more often then not says “I think you can do”. Man alive! What an amazing thought. Someone who has more faith in you and your abilities than you have in yourself.

So needless to say I have very little excuses to not follow my dreams. He has loved me when I wasn’t working and wanted to devote myself full time to yoga. He has supported me when I’ve chosen to change majors… go back to school, again…. and even now as I take a much needed break from my continuous cycle of academia. So of course, not at all to my surprise, he’s seeing me through my next set of goals, and has even gone as far as to say he looks forward to reading these blog posts.

Why do you need someone like this? Because of that damn little voice again. We need someone to override that hairy little beast in our heads telling us that we’re crazy for dreaming big. The last thing we need in our lives are living breathing people uttering those same negative things. Most of the time the “friends” that talk you out of pursuing big goals, are the ones who are jealous of you for having the gumption to even state your goals out loud. 

We need to surround ourselves with people who encourage the pursuit of excellence while at the same time helping us identify a great idea from a terrible one (like the time I wanted to be a smoothie millionaire…. I’m a bit of a “head in the clouds” kinds of dreamer). Not all ideas are practical, safe or even logical, and having someone to point that out to you can keep you from investing your hard earned time and money in a complete and utter failure.

You must ask yourself, why wouldn’t you seek the companion of these types of people? Cut loose the friends that allow you to settle. Go out and find people who have the same thirst for life as you, or even more. If you surround yourself with dreamers who have the follow through to become achievers, it will begin to rub off, I promise. The most important part of these people in your life… they keep you accountable. Like I’ve said before, it’s really easy to tell you people you have goals and really hard to show people that you’re achieving them.

Find them, friend them, and do the same thing for them that you hope they will do for you. Push them harder, keep them accountable, and you will always have a forward moving partnership. A partner in crime.